Saturday, July 28, 2012

Holding on to Anger



Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned. Buddha

Sharing light with Kimmy. Striving to create a path between the present course of events and a new course; leading to new outcomes.


Friday, July 27, 2012

Life Longing for Self



“Your children are not your children.
They are sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you.
And though they are with you yet they belong not to you.
You may give them your love but not your thoughts,
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.
You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth.
The archer sees the make upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far.
Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness.
For even as He loves the arrow that flies, so He also loves the bow that is stable.”

― Khalil Gibran

Sharing light with Kimmy. Striving to create a path between the present course of events and a new course; leading to new outcomes.

Thursday, July 19, 2012

A Must Learn



Nothing ever goes away until it teaches us what we need to know. Sharing light with Kimmy. Striving to create a path between the present course of events and a new course; leading to new outcomes.

Monday, July 9, 2012

Throwing it all away

Many of you know I have been really down and out this 2012.  I spent the first few months deathly ill, and then then rest under all unnecessary stress.

I am out of it.  I am out of my zone. I sit here, and stare at the computer screen, and forget what I was just thinking about.

I have been trying not to take it so personal. A thankless job if you ask me. Rick and I spent 22 years sacrificing our teen years, and twenties and thirties doing the right things, and yet, when it all comes down to it, life is about us now.

We are blessed to have each other, and to plan now the "next 40 years"...

I could call out the many people that threw away the friendships and family for their own selfish reasons, but why bother?  Let them realize what they lost later.

Before I was 18, I read constantly. I worked out, I swam like it was no tomorrow.  I lived on my ten speed bicycle.  I traded all of that at an early age for a cubicle to support my house and family. Now it's Rick and my time now. Finish off the mortgage, plan trips, buy matching Camaros. All these things are just things though.  Will chasing my 20s and 30s that I lost to sacrifice, make me feel any better?  Probably not.

At 40 years old, Rick and I are going to do some serious upgrades on the house. Plan our future, our retirement one day. Our long awaited honeymoon.

People will throw you away when they have no more use for you.  That is their right. It's up to you to take care of you at that point. 

Sharing light with Kimmy. Striving to create a path between the present course of events and a new course; leading to new outcomes.

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Sunday, July 8, 2012

If I Die Before Tomorrow

If I Die Before Tomorrow

by You Are Here Even Though You Are Gone


"If tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see,
if the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too.

But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand,

And said my place was ready,
in heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
for all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for,
so much left yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad;
I thought of all that we shared,
and all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
just even for a while,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home,
when God looked down and smiled at me,
from His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity,
and all I've promised you."
Today your life on earth is past,
but here life starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each day is the same way,
there's no longing for the past.

You have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true,
though there were times you did some things,
you knew you shouldn't do.

But you have been forgiven,
and now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand,
and share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart "

May God watch over you and your new family now and always. There is no right time to do the wrong thing. . . there is no wrong time to tell someone you care.
Sharing light with Kimmy.

Striving to create a path between the present course of events and a new course; leading to new outcomes.
 

Monday, July 2, 2012

Sound Healing - Meditation Music Delta Waves




Credit for video - Sound Healing - Meditation Music Delta Waves http://www.brainsync.com

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Sunday, July 1, 2012

Feel Tranquility

Been trying to find my groove this 2012, but it's just not happening.   I try to get to the point of peace, and calm, and it seems that every time I am near tranquility, some thing else happens.

I think I'll just stay in the funk.



Waiting for the Night Lyrics
Depeche Mode

I'm waiting for the night to fall
I know that it will save us all
When everything's dark
Keeps us from the stark reality

I'm waiting for the night to fall
When everything is bearable
And there in the still
All that you feel is tranquility

There is a star in the sky
Guiding my way with its light
And in the glow of the moon
Know my deliverance will come soon

I'm waiting for the night to fall
I know that it will save us all
When everything's dark
Keeps us from the stark reality

I'm waiting for the night to fall
When everything is bearable
And there in the still
All that you feel is tranquility

There is a sound in the calm
Someone is coming to harm
I press my hands to my ears
It's easier here just to forget fear

And when I squinted
The world seemed rose-tinted
And angels appeared to descend
To my surprise
With half-closed eyes
Things looked even better
Than when they were opened

Been waiting for the night to fall
I knew that it would save us all
Now everything's dark
Keeps us from the stark reality

Been waiting for the night to fall
Now everything is bearable
And here in the still
All that you feel is tranquility

Sharing light with Kimmy. Striving to create a path between the present course of events and a new course; leading to new outcomes.