Tuesday, October 9, 2012
You Lost Me
As most of you know 2012 has been the most trying year for me. From sickness, to being sick of the lies from my own family drama.
The past few months has truly brought me to a new light.
Letting go, surrender.
The interesting part of this blog post. I am okay. Honestly, truly, okay.
Acceptance that you cannot choose who loves you. You cannot force them to step up, to care about you. Heck, you can't force them to reach out and check on you! Why did I try? Why did I allow them to hurt me over and over again. I checked my phone, my email, nothing.
It wasn't until I realized that in the end, they wanted me to walk away, that I stopped shedding tears.
And guess what? I am happier. I am healthier. My true friends have seen the difference in me, my attitude, my smile, my laughter.
You lost me. And I gained my life back.
Sharing light with Kimmy. Striving to create a path between the present course of events and a new course; leading to new outcomes.