Many of you know I have been really down and out this 2012. I spent the first few months deathly ill, and then then rest under all unnecessary stress.
I am out of it. I am out of my zone. I sit here, and stare at the computer screen, and forget what I was just thinking about.
I have been trying not to take it so personal. A thankless job if you ask me. Rick and I spent 22 years sacrificing our teen years, and twenties and thirties doing the right things, and yet, when it all comes down to it, life is about us now.
We are blessed to have each other, and to plan now the "next 40 years"...
I could call out the many people that threw away the friendships and family for their own selfish reasons, but why bother? Let them realize what they lost later.
Before I was 18, I read constantly. I worked out, I swam like it was no tomorrow. I lived on my ten speed bicycle. I traded all of that at an early age for a cubicle to support my house and family. Now it's Rick and my time now. Finish off the mortgage, plan trips, buy matching Camaros. All these things are just things though. Will chasing my 20s and 30s that I lost to sacrifice, make me feel any better? Probably not.
At 40 years old, Rick and I are going to do some serious upgrades on the house. Plan our future, our retirement one day. Our long awaited honeymoon.
People will throw you away when they have no more use for you. That is their right. It's up to you to take care of you at that point.
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