Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Musings of Late May
As your focus shifts, the energy around you is different. Same with others around you. "Feeling" the energy around you isn't a gift just for empathics. It is there for everyone, if you choose to be aware to the surroundings and feelings of others. In a way.. ignorance is bliss at times. Just pretend not to notice. Sad part of enlightenment, once the blinders are taken off, you can't put them back on. No matter how hard you try.
I would be interested to know how many addicts in this world use chemicals just to become numb to their own, or others energy.
I have over a year and a half sober. I feel like Trinity talking to Neo in the Matrix. "Because you have been down there Neo, you know that road, you know exactly where it ends. And I know that's not where you want to be. ..."
What is the answer? I removed myself from life. I know I am not the first person to do it. Sure I work. Sure I work with many people daily. I have to talk on the phone. Meet clients, potential candidates. Interact. I have a work "shield" to protect me.. but it doesn't always help. People are still human beings, and I can't control all of my surroundings.
What can you do?
I found myself to not just distance myself, but to let go of the negative vibes when they come about. Do dishes! Watch a favorite show. Listen to music that makes you feel good. Those energies will balance and dissipate the rest. Or feed into the negative and prepare for negative.
I saw it happen last night. Which is why I am blogging this. I took a situation, focused on the positive, and now await the positive result. I am expecting the good energies back, since that is what I put out.
I'll let you know..lol
Sharing light with Kimmy. Striving to create a path between the present course of events and a new course; leading to new outcomes.