Thursday, November 4, 2010
Never wanted a shadow
Being a hermit has it's advantages, and I mean that! Having online connections, of like minded people has forced me to look within, and question and grow.
Since I have abandoned almost everyone except for family, I have found that the rat race of life still happens out there.
I just don't have to be apart of it.
I changed only what I wanted in my circle.
I learned some interesting divorce news about an old friend. I think our mutual friend told me just to see my reaction. Maybe she was looking for a big bashing post!!
I guess this old friend went through all sorts of explaining and asking others not to tell me, so I wouldn't find out. Turns out all of it was a waste of her time. Guess what? It simply doesn't concern me.
That's the thought of my growing as a human being. I have just enough time to work, come home, be a wife, a mom, an auntie, and a sister. I have websites, music, work colleagues, online friends to share and grow with.
I cannot take care of my life, my house, my job, my bills, my family with seeking out others problems. Guilty as I was in the past, I am just too old and tired. There are plenty of people that I have met on blogs, boards, Twitter, Facebook, that are extremely like minded, but not to the point of agreeing just to agree.
Find friends that challenge you, make you a better person. Don't ever allow someone to make you feel inferior. Accept everything about yourself - I mean everything, You are you and that is the beginning and the end - no apologies, no regrets.
Sorry to let the drama llamas down. If you would like, I can post a Glee video, that you can think it is about you? I hope that helps.
No, not the Rocky Horror Picture Show, sorry, couldn't find it.
Sharing light with Kimmy. Striving to create a path between the present course of events and a new course; leading to new outcomes.