Sunday, July 18, 2010
Truth in Enlightenment
"The Brighter the Light, the Darker the Shadow."
The quote hit home.
With Enlightenment comes with the reality that you will have tough times as well. It doesn't matter how pure, how much meditation and prayer. You WILL hit your lows.
For me, I can get nasty with others, family, friends, and that truly contradicts the entire, "Kimmy Sharing Light" focus.
If I manage not to take out my darkness on others at that time, for sure I will beat myself up in some way.
It was ironic yesterday, that I saw this quote during on of my darkest moments. I had family over, so I decided to just tackle the moment and cry. After a few hours I made a decision that my life was not worth living. Again with the dark shadow taking over. I was angry at myself, I was angry at others, and to pull myself out of it I chose music that fit the mood.
I chose some angry music to pacify the darkness.
I know people are of the opinion that you have to stay positive, and always happy, and pure. That doesn't work for me. I have to acknowledge my emotions that I am feeling at the time, if I would like it to pass.
Kimmy Sharing Light is a reflection and combination of who I aspire to be. With Awareness of one's self, you have to be aware you WILL also have dark days. Find what helps you through rather than push it down.
I am in a better place today, awake, and have a calmness about me. I am not sure what today will bring. However, I know it will be truth.
Sharing light with Kimmy. Striving to create a path between the present course of events and a new course; leading to new outcomes.